The water was the colour of old mirrors.
I got in at 6:50. The steam was sitting on the surface and the outdoor pool stretched out and the whole thing looked less like water and more like weather. Three old men at the far edge, not talking, moving pieces on a board one of them held. I wore almost nothing and it felt correct for the hour. I pushed off from the wall and floated on my back and watched the sky go from grey-blue to the colour of overexposed film.
Pigeons. The sound of the far basin filling. Nothing else.
I floated for a long time. Long enough that the cold started at my fingertips and worked inward. The sky above Városliget has no particular quality I can name — it is not dramatic, not the Sicilian sky with its weight of argument — but it was the same sky, in the way that all early-morning skies belong to the same hour regardless of city. I stayed until the first tour group was visible through the iron fence. Then I got out.
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The park after, damp-haired, the linen admitting defeat by ten o'clock. I changed in the locker room and walked the long way back through the avenue of trees and even the shade was hot, the quality of it reduced, like shade that has been working too hard since May.
Terézváros in the afternoon was pavement and silence and the sound of a single air conditioning unit from somewhere I never located. I walked slowly. Found a courtyard off Andrássy with a ceramic tile address marker — 1898 — still original, still blue. Nobody had preserved it. It had simply not been touched.
I stood there until someone came through the gate. Then I kept going.
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Dinner on a street I won't remember the name of: cold sour cherry soup. I hadn't known to want it. It arrived without asking and tasted like summer taking itself seriously.
The evening light, flat and white, did nothing for the facades. They looked exhausted. I understood the feeling.