The bus left from a stop I almost missed. A driver who didn't check anything, just waited for the doors to close, and then we were moving west through suburbs that had no reason to be interesting, and weren't.
Medina Azahara opened at nine. I was there before the site staff had stopped talking to each other.
Linen because it felt right — the trousers creased at the knee from the bus, the blouse already carrying yesterday's dust at the cuffs. The jacket in the bag. Nothing too finished for a place that has been returning to dust for a thousand years.
The upper terrace was mine for almost an hour. Two archaeology students arrived eventually and ate lunch on a broken capital without looking up. I didn't bother them. They didn't bother me.
The rain had stopped but the stone was still dark at the seams. The marble here is pink in the way that old pink is — not decorative, just mineral, just what came out of the ground. Up close it was cold under the hand and faintly rough, not polished to anything. Below the terrace the carved screens still held their geometry in the wet light: interlocking arches, vegetal borders, the grid of it still legible even where the stone had gone soft at the edges. The olive groves ran from there to the horizon without stopping — grey-green, indifferent. Córdoba was somewhere past them. The sight line was the whole point: the terrace positioned so the city would have been visible, so the city would have been looking back. The wind moved through the columns of the lower hall and made a sound like a room that couldn't decide if it was inside or outside.
The wind came up and I put the jacket on.
The two students packed up. One of them left a tangerine peel on the capital. Neither noticed.
I changed before Parque Cruz Conde. Something that felt less like a ruin — it took a minute to find. The park was ordinary in the way I needed. Pigeons. A wet bench I didn't sit on. An orange tree, old enough that the trunk had gone grey and the roots had lifted a corner of paving in a long slow argument with the path. Somewhere nearby a kitchen exhaust was running. The smell arrived before I found the street it came from.