The bowl arrived wrong.
Not wrong — unexpected. I had pointed at the white miso on the handwritten menu and said hai to whatever he asked me, and what came was darker than I expected, fermented past the point of clean, the kind of miso that has an opinion about itself. The cook was already turned away. I didn't say anything. I picked up the spoon.
Nine seats. I had seat three. The television above the sink was showing something about pumpkin harvests in a prefecture I couldn't identify — the reporter standing in a field, the farmers looking sideways at the camera the way farmers always look at cameras. The steam from the bowl went up and caught the light from the screen.
Sumikawa had taken me forty minutes to find, which was my own fault for trusting the grid to continue doing what it said it would. I had walked out of the station into a rain that arrived without warning and was not the kind you walk through. I found cover under a covered bicycle stand and waited, which is all there is to do. The rain came down on the corrugated roof in two registers — the drops and then the sliding — and I watched a woman on the other side of the street unlock a shop with the calm of someone who has done it ten thousand times. She didn't hurry. Neither did I.
By the time it thinned I was cold enough to keep the jacket zipped.
The miso took twenty minutes to finish. Not because I was slow — because the broth kept asking to be tasted again. Something had happened in the fermentation that I don't have the vocabulary for. Not sour. Not bitter. Layered the way things get when they've been left alone long enough.
He didn't look up when I left. The television was still talking about pumpkins.
The Toyohira River in the afternoon had that flat grey it gets when the light has nowhere to arrive from. A heron on the far bank stood with its back to the water.