The wrap skirt was the right choice. You stop more at a market than you think.
The swordfish was on ice before eight, laid out with the kind of care that exists before customers arrive — before the performance of selling begins. The vendor held his knife by the handle, not the blade, and set it down once to take money, then picked it up again. His customer didn't gesture at anything. She said what she wanted in a voice that assumed it would be there. It was.
I bought a blood orange from the next stall. Ate it standing up. The juice ran down my wrist and I didn't have anything to wipe it with and I didn't care.
The light was flat all morning. No shadows. The ice under the swordfish caught what little there was and held it differently than ice usually does — duller, more serious. That's what I photographed.
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The bus to Borgata took eleven minutes. The overshirt went on before I boarded. Old habit.
Inland, the streets widened and the limestone got less precious. Laundry between buildings. A pharmacy with a handwritten card in the window. A school letting out into a courtyard.
The bar had the feel of a room that stopped changing its mind sometime around 1974 and has held that position without effort. Formica counter, a coffee machine with the look of something serviced but never replaced. I ordered standing. The man beside me was folded into a newspaper, working a crossword or a football analysis — I couldn't tell. He shifted slightly when I arrived, not to make room, just the small acknowledgment of shared space.
Nobody looked at me in any particular way.
That's what I wanted. Not to be nobody, not exactly. Just to be unremarkable in the way a regular is unremarkable. The bar in Córdoba had that. This one had it too. The coffee was short and exact and cost what it should.
I put the overshirt back in the bag on the way out. The sun was doing something tentative through the cloud, nothing committed, but enough.
A cat sat on a closed shutter. Ears back. Thinking about nothing.